Selenite (original poster new member #87365) posted at 8:56 AM on Sunday, November 15th, 2026
Anyone who has read my previous posts will know the shit show that I'm going through right now. After months of trickle truth and finding out from AP the full extent and me then having a breakdown and ending up with a drink drive charge it's been chaos to say the least. Since all that my WH has been back home supporting me with all that and the betrayal kind of got put to the back of my mind as I was dealing with my own problems. Now things have settled down and we have had many many talks and don't want to throw out whole marriage away and also we have the kids and some days can feel relatively normal and others I just can't stop thinking about the AP and the image of them having sex goes round and round in my brain and it's just torture and then I don't want to be around him. How do you deal with the horrible images of them together?
